Author: shelli rice

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Getting UP when you’re down-part 1

*I want to-I can*

Is this slot for everyone?

How do we use this with our healing decisions?

You’re feeling really low, the after effects of the chemo or radiology are bringing you down.

Does it seem as if it goes on forever?

Maybe the word ‘Patience’ has appeared in your meditations or during a quiet silence within yourself.

I had turned for help when I wanted to get thru some difficult times by asking for advice during meditation and calling spiritual guides, counselors of wisdom. They have told me- ‘Patience’.

But the patience is slow in coming.

… Have you made your list of the wonderful things in your life?

The 4 lists, 10 items in each: 1) things and people you have; 2) your qualities; 3) the things you love and love doing; 4) what you want now in this present time?

Before you sit quietly on these lists write what identifies you, ie: name, parents, your goals or maybe a birthmark, whatever differentiates you from all other people…

…And checked your lists for accuracy- is it 100% your unconditional positive answer, no negative after thoughts? This in itself is a great step forward in your healing. For 21 days, in the morning before you open your eyes and before sleep go over these lists in your mind. You’ll be amazed at how you recall more items as the days go on…

Back to I want to-I can…

This a.m. are you feeling down in a slump, moody, miserable, can’t manage to see a bit of a glimpse of light or sunshine in the whole routine of treatments?

Where to look for a bit of oomph to move you forward?

Getting UP when you’re down–part 2

*I want to-I can*

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Want or Need?

WANT or Need

Is it easy to find the difference between what you WANT and what you NEED?

Deep down inside of us is that place where we keep our thoughts under guard as if in our private vault, the real answer to the WILL, that unconditional agreement that this WILL is exactly what I  WANT, in no uncertain terms, 100% with no strings attached.

This in itself is a chunk of work, as in self-work, deciphering out the conditions and recognizing the whole hog! Come hell or high water…THAT IS WHAT I WANT!

Can I tell you my own personal story?

For Example, my particular example:

After my body had given a sign with one lung filled with fluids, indicating that something was wrong inside my bodily organs, I was hospitalized.

In order to find out what was wrong there was a barrage of tests.

After the tests and diagnosis comes the bureaucratic approvals to use the medical facilities at my disposal and all this only after the full PET scan (to screen your body, mapping the extent of the cancer cells before treatment commences).

And then, only then, can you start the Chemotherapy program.

After 10 days of hospitalization, numerous tubes and a quite boisterous ward, especially at night, I made the decision that come hell or high water I was to start on the path to health.

The PET scan invitation from the regional hospital, I was advised, could take a week in arriving.

What could I do to help myself toward even starting the path to heal, to health?

After ten days in the hospital, I had no intention of delaying my foot at the starting line.

How can you arrive at WANT?

I went into the bathroom in the hospital, found myself in my own quiet, sort of like a bubble of silence.

Knowing from Neo Psychology that the combination of the *positive and present tense* in our thought is the key that opens our minds’ understanding, I closed my eyes and let my thoughts divulge words and sentences.

Deepening into my sphere of silence as I stood there with my eyes shut, I pushed my thoughts to take my WANT and make a short crisp sentence with the parameters I knew to be true-*positive and present tense*.

I played around with these sentences and like molding the clay modules over and over into words, thus, evolving my mold of my unconditional, 100% without if and buts. The true request: I Want health.

I held that sentence, devised personally by me, for me, and repeated it with conviction as I felt it in my body. The gradual deepening inside me as I scaled the place of the energy or frequency that matched this sentence perfectly.

Staying with it, holding my sentence in tune completely with the area of the body that resonated the correct decibel that could uphold my statement, I released those perfectly attuned words and set them out for all the universe to hear. “I Want Health”.

From my cocoon of quiet in that bathroom I returned to my bed on the hospitable floor.

Fifteen minutes later the department head of Hematology ran into the ward and proclaimed that I am to start fasting immediately as she received a call that I was invited to the determining PET scan in 4 hours.

She further announced that in the 15 yrs that she is head of the department in this hospital, this is the first time that the PET scan was requested and within 24 hrs the patient was called to arrive for the test, less the next morning!

It just happened that someone cancelled his or her appointment when my request came in and I received the slot.

I simply replied that I do what I know and she does what she knows.

Her reply was “ I don’t know what you did but you can continue doing it”.

And that is just what I did!

I continued inviting those pluses, positive energy, to attract to my request or WANT.

I arrived at the downtown hospital in my infirmary pajamas, tubes adhered & still emptying out the fluid in my lung, completed the scan and was taxied back to my hospital ward across town.

The next morning my PET test results arrived at my hospital ward and I strutted into the Hematology outpatient clinic and received my first Chemotherapy.

I started my path to Health as my foot lifted over and crossed the yellow starting line and I sprinted off from healing to Health.

Eight weeks later, or should I say, seven and a half weeks, to be exact, there was not one single Cancer cell in my body.

Here’s where the mesh sock bag connects to the cupcake.

I’ll explain later…

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Closer look at the Cupcake recipe–     # 4

Closer look at the Cupcake recipe–    #4

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Is hearing a positive comment the secret to seeing health? part II

Soul–body connection meets Conventional medicine-PART II

Does he know that the answer to health starts with the understanding of WANT…an unconditional true pure desire for ….and not everyone knows how to arrive at this…

…and then the work inside of ourselves by harnessing this true WANT to the energy part within our body that reverberates our finely tuned sentence in positive PRESENT tense…

…the inner energy to clean up stories, delving within us, facing the belief, and doing the CHANGE…ACTUALLY SEEING THE PLACE IN OUR BODY that is the Source of the uncomfortable feeling…understanding it anew with new thoughts and putting these into our system, our energy system of growth….

…I took my fleeting thoughts of this meeting, this moment in time…and captured my thought…

… that I am growing all the time, inputting new information into my system, growing….working with my husband going through a long stage of Cancer treatment…and I am growing all the time….

Maybe all this is my path in preparing myself for the lectures with the Dr’s new hospital unit…?

After all, I have a web site, stored with abundance of knowledge…all there for anyone who WANTS to help himself/ herself heal …taking action on one’s own healing process with their energy within.

…In this coincidental meeting with Dr. Flechter, the future guiding light on the new alternative medicine floor, I didn’t take the opportunity to write down my WWW site… that can be the next time…

Coincidence doesn’t just happen, as written by Chopra in his well known books.

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Is hearing a positive comment the secret to seeing health? part I

Soul–body connection meets Conventional medicine-PART I

Can Conventional medicine entwine with the soul–body connection?

Are the Scientific doctors willing to listen, to take on an additional entity in the healing experience of their Cancer patients? All patients…? What does this mean to the conventional medicine niche?

Dr Fisher receives his patient with a unique attitude. He says that if he can show the patient the positive aspects of his visit to him, hear from the Dr. the positive comments on the blood test results then he, the Dr., can effect a positive outlook of the patient on his situation.

Is this true? Is hearing a positive comment from the receiving Dr. the secret to seeing health?

Inside me was this great urge to affect him, have a weight on his words, as I captured a moment in our duo conversation.

That was the moment of reckoning…of 2 beings acknowledging an energetic transaction…

So I took the moment, explained my healing road from Lymphoma Cancer and showing him the results, here I am…He divulged his dream of opening the Non Conventional floor of the new building while pointing out the positive aspect he instills in each patient when they discover him sitting in the evaluation dr. seat in the receiving office…

At that second I decided not to give him the full Shelli R. speech…meaning to me, what I know is true… is the only answer to health a positive view?

Instead, I asked if he plans on the body-soul connection to health?

Then, I added that conventional medicine will need to see the advantage to helping their patients get well by joining partners with alternative medicine….To this he agreed.

…then I took the moment and announced that I will be his first lecturer for here I am with the results!

Bold, as it seems, I then supported my announcement with the organizations that have heard my lectures.

I walked away from our conversation with an unsettled feeling…sort of like pushing my info onto him, the know it all, as he personified himself before me…

If he thinks that imposing a positive approach on to an entering patient by showing the good in his blood tests…then…

Does he know that the answer to health starts with the understanding of WANT…an unconditional true pure desire for ….and not everyone knows how to arrive at this…

…and then the work inside of ourselves by harnessing this true WANT to the energy part within our body that reverberates our finely tuned sentence in positive PRESENT tense…

…the inner energy to clean up stories, delving within us, facing the belief, and doing the CHANGE…ACTUALLY SEEING THE PLACE IN OUR BODY that is the Source of the uncomfortable feeling…understanding it anew with new thoughts and putting these into our system, our energy system of growth…

Continue to Part II

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RELEASE, Thank you-step 3

Its release-Freedom!!

…When I react that everyone is busy with his own. Announcing that this is good, I am busy with my own business and going from healing to Health. …

-Friends

The endless phone calls from friends, full of laughter and enriched with understandings of my self-discoveries. The kind of conversations that end with- a sign off- exclaiming that they are feeling much better now after having talked with me and hearing that I am all right.

One girlfriend, who has healed from breast cancer many years ago, would always say to me that I am the only “sick” (raising her fingers for quote marks) cancer patient that she can bring herself to talk to. Many more soul searching conversations would be our agenda over a delicious late’ coffee sitting in the warm sun under the cafe verandas during that winter season.

Release!!!! – An element of self-healing- for yourself and for others. 

-the Medical Staff

A big fat Thank You to the Hematology department of “Bnei Zion” hospital, aiming at the high level of professionalism and care for this one patient out of a sea of many. Every member of staff related to me as if I was the only one for them, in the whole entire world and the sole person in need of them.

To the Hematology unit Social Worker, N., who gave me her time with all of her heart and cleared her schedule for me. She weighed every word from my mouth, guiding me with my choice- my vision that I described to her as “I am walking in the corridor from healing to complete health.”

A special Thank You to the Head of the Hematology department, Dr. A., who in addition to her enormous medical knowledge that she showered upon me and her activation of her knights in armor, her staff…my doctor heard and listened to me when I stated, “You do what you know, I do what I know”. 

We continued each one in her own business and together; and I would say “You do your work and I do my work”…and her reply was “I don’t know what you are doing but continue doing it”…and that’s just it! I continue doing my work.

 

 

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Release, Thank you-step 2

…This is how I did my part… I focused on my healing and freed him …And to this I say “Thank you” because he enabled me to get well, to receive and to give…

-My soldier, in spite of the fact that his mother was hospitalized and went thru chemotherapy, continued his duty and serving in sensitive areas, giving his attention to safe guard his fellow comrades while adhering to his objectives. Upon reprieve at home, he also put in visits to the hospital. Changing and putting on uniforms like exiting a civil framework and entering into the army format… free to do his thing…

Thank you for guarding our country, yourself and keeping your energy while giving to me, from you.

-My daughter, the eldest, blessed with this huge heart for giving to everyone around her, receiving citations from her coworkers for exemplary cooperation and task accomplishments …

A working mother with a full time job in the Police, married to a Police man on the beat. During this period of mine, she is a mother of two with a daughter almost six yrs old, a son of 4 yrs.

Jumping from regular routines all day long including dispersing her children to schools in the morning, cutting across town, arriving promptly at work and allowing enough time, when closing her workday, in order to collect the children punctually at the pickup hour.

Liaising with her husband, they adjusted their schedules to enable him to receive a shift that would allow her to arrive at my side. Travel journey of almost three hours entailing 2 train transfers, taxi and foot walk, to and fro. After a full day’s work this trek means arriving back home at 11 PM and rise and shine at 6:00 the following morning to the sound of early rise children, before her departure to work.

Walking around outside in the streets before the hospital, exercising the use of my legs in order to work on my physical strength, she listened to my chosen route for healing and my results.

We devoured the nutritional health sandwiches, bursting with protein, spread between quality speckled whole wheat bread.

She had tucked these into her bag for me and now we shared them considering that she hadn’t time to eat before whizzing out of work.

Freedom, release!

Yes, dwelling on my business freed her from guilty feelings when I could have replied to her differently as she stated “Sorry Mom that I couldn’t come more often”. I responded that I am fine, that I definitely feel great and that I am going from healing to 100% Health!

Thank you for listening to me, enjoying the healthy meals, and in addition, for caring for your family- holding the routine, their source of security.

-My son

What do you do when a huge fruit filled bowl adorned with ribbons and flowers arrives at your hospital bed with a delivery dispatcher?

My son in London says that he feels badly that he can’t do more for me but only send a package.

Its release-Freedom!!

When I react that everyone is busy with his own. Announcing that this is good, I am busy with my own business and going from healing to Health.

-Friends

The endless phone calls from friends, full of laughter and enriched with understandings of my self-discoveries. The kind of conversations that end with- a sign off- exclaiming that they are feeling much better now after having talked with me and hearing that I am all right.

One girlfriend, who has healed from breast cancer many years ago, would always say to me that I am the only “sick” (raising her fingers for quote marks) cancer patient that she can bring herself to talk to. Many more soul searching conversations would be our agenda over a delicious late’ coffee sitting in the warm sun under the cafe verandas during that winter season..

Release!!!! – An element of self-healing- for yourself and for others.

continue to RELEASE, Thank you-step 3

 

 

 

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RELEASE, step 1 to Thank You

Thank you / Release

Self-work, as in inner healing, releases or frees those whom are close to us.

Firstly, I want to say thank you to all of you who intimately embraced me.

Secondly, I’ve rethought it out and it’s not just thank you-

It’s also: describing to you the capability to be so very clear with oneself about “My belief in my Way”; in being so completely focused inward into one’s self, being busy with your own business; and what this does to others around you, and more important what this does to those closest to you.:

R E L E A S E, as in F R E E D O M!

While doing Chemotherapy, follow-up appointments, hospitalizations…I freed those closest to me…

-My Husband

Taking me twice weekly to the hospital Hematology outpatients, my husband drove us to the central downtown city drop off point and car park. We preferred to transfer and taxi for another half hour ascent, up the steep hill through the Italian style winding streets and closely packed avenues until reaching the hospital destination. Leaving home in the dark at 4:50 A.M, being used to living far from city limits and the advantage of preceding the early morn bumper traffic, enabled us to be at our 8:oo A.M. checkup, on time. The more that I progressed in my Cancer healing the number of outpatient Hematology visits decreased.

My husband handles two income spinners, private business and hired employment both complimenting each other. While waiting for the Doctor I adopted a practice of meditating during the long delay in the reception room, focusing on myself. Then, listening to music through the cel ear phones like being in my own hermetic balloon with the others surrounding me; they creating too much noise for my ears… me, working on focusing myself on me.

How intense was I with this focus mission? When I understood how well I had intrigued myself with myself.

Meeting with my Neo Psychology, NeoHumantology guide, she complimented me on how good I looked, while mirroring my approach that I related to others- how I feel inside is projected on my outside,.

At this point she asked me if I saw how the other Cancer patients look, those who arrive for follow ups? My reply “ I haven’t paid attention!!”

That’s how much my responsiveness was completely drawn into my own business, focused on me!!

This allowed my husband to sit leisurely and read his books as we waited, receive his work calls on his cel, pop off to the cafeteria where he updated his business papers and attended to new orders.

At one point I encouraged him to take the train to visit his aging father in an old age home in another city while we separated at our transfer point.

He vacated two times a week in order to stand up to my healing project. The primary importance, for me, was that he would be free, released to work. When I was admitted for lengthy overnight hospitalizations, he arrived on the weekend visits with products and nourishing foods that would bolster my body’s physical strength.

This is how I did my part… I focused on my healing and freed him …And to this I say “Thank you” because he enabled me to get well, to receive and to give.

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Why bother getting to the root of your soul?

New Oncology Ward for the research acclaimed Hospital

Standing outside the revolving door, starring at the notice announcing the opening of the new Oncology building and repeating to myself “They don’t know that the mind is ‘dis eased’?”. Here am I mimicking the line from “You can heal your life” the book by author “Louise Hay”.

A huge sigh leaves my body as my shoulders droop, repeating it aloud. My companion, the Cancer patient, just continues walking…as if not hearing what I said for the umpteenth time or denying that I said it…again.

Sadness has come over me as I read this, thinking of the hundreds of Cancer cases that will fill the new ward, adding more beds to the unit and keeping them in full capacity, patients hooking up to the intravenous and the ongoing search for medication…

Haven’t they figured it out that the mind is dis eased?

It all starts in the mind, a thought, our belief. We can change our thoughts, our pattern of behavior based on our conception.

Can it be that only I know this? …and yes, it’s work, as in self-work.

That the choice I made for Health was based on how I see the world differently…

“I believe in the never ending information in my mind that connects with my body, that connects with my soul…and with the divine energy of the universe and my energy within me…I heal exactly as I am supposed to heal…I receive health from the universe and I give in return…”

“…I am healthy independent of circumstances or situation…I am just healthy…”

“…and I heal exactly as I’m supposed to heal…”

“… a long life until 120 … health, life and growth”

“It doesn’t matter what you believe in, what’s important is that you believe in something!”, she said to me emphatically and she believed in it.

This statement was passed on to me by a colleague undergoing radiotherapy for Cancer treatment, at the same time that I was receiving chemotherapy, and while she was working in the coaching field.

In twenty five yrs from now as the consciousness of the Western world becomes more accepting of the thinking of the East, and can join this wisdom with conventional medicine, then, maybe then, will these wards include programs for getting at the source of our tumors, pain and suffering.

The mind-body and soul connection has been around for thousands of years.

Why is it that some people choose to understand it more and use this connection to heal themselves, to relieve suffering from the soul outwards and others who turn to scientific research only, never questioning what they can do differently to change their situation?

It’s all about how we perceive our thoughts and beliefs…

Do you want Health unconditionally and without question? What change in your thoughts, or the way you conceive some notion based on your belief, can you adjust in order to grab onto health?

Can you find a mentor to help you get to the source of your ‘dis ease’ within you, face it and see it in a new light?

Change… It’s all about seeing some old thing causing us pain… getting to the root…of our soul.

 

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“There is Life…”

May 26, 2016

“There is Life after chemotherapy”

Catching her eye from across the packed room filled with comfy easy chairs, I saw her sitting in that well known pose while hooked up to sachets of chemotherapy.

At this moment, I was accompanying him to his first chemotherapy of round two and although I was told to remind him of the on-site knowledge I had acquired, I felt like a broken record.

This info had been relayed to him many times but the sentence that describes the discussion best is “You can take a horse to water but you can’t make it drink”.

As we finished sharing our conversation and as I raised my head, both her eyes and mine connected. I offered a smile, recognizing her from his previous visits to the chemotherapy department.

Turning away from our locked glances I distinctly saw the words “There is Life after chemotherapy”. Written in my mind’s eye were these words and this time I heard it too.

Examining this thought, halting to ask myself if the thought was really there I had said to myself “What was that doing there?”

Still checking this out in my investigation, I rolled my mind backwards to figure out what had gone on with me before I had heard that sentence screaming.

Remembering how our eyes had locked from across the room and seeing her sitting meekly in her armchair.

In addition, I was deciphering my own “regression” done under meditation, meeting thoughts inscribed in us thru visual pictures from way back in our past before we were born. I recalled the sentence said to me by the character I had met in my meditation- “There is wisdom”.

I remembered that I had been advised by my facilitator that this is information from long ago, by someone with wisdom as it was not said with “I”, without the ego. A statement from an enlightened being, way before her time, with a higher understanding- “There is…”

This ”regression” had helped me then, by understanding my particular dilemma that I had brought up in our processing “Neo Psychology” session, when I was looking for healing help.

Scrutinizing my sentence now, written in my mind “There is Life after chemotherapy”, acknowledging that this sentence was constructed right there and then for a reason, I decided that it appeared for me- to do something with it.

I walked over to her. Asked how she is feeling. She did not understand the native language of this country and asked me to speak in her native language or English.

She was a tourist, coming from a foreign country in order to use the expertise in this Research hospital.

When I asked- how is she doing- she pointed to the chemotherapy machine and asked how I am. After telling her that I feel wonderful I explained that I was accompanying a Cancer patient.

She disclosed the number of chemotherapies she had had and her program, referring to the ‘toxins’ that she is receiving.

Here is when I decided not to unveil the sentence that I had ingrained into my thoughts -”I am receiving health and strength” – helping me on my journey to Health.

This is the belief that I had adopted for if I can choose my thoughts…then why not this one?

Not this, now. I deliberately put it off because I had come to her for another reason.

I divulged to her that I had had chemotherapy six yrs ago. To her dismay, she looked at me standing before her vibrant and alert.

Then there was a moment of silence like a vacuum pulling in all the air around us…”There is Life after chemotherapy” I said to her. Her eyes took in each word.

Adding that I had done many meditations while I was doing chemo.

She asked the million dollar question “ What book did you read?”

“That’s exactly what I did” was my reply.

…there it was…the person who wanted my knowledge, who wanted to help herself…

She turned her test result paper over and handed me a pen, instructing me to write it down and the author. I wrote down-Brandon Bays “the Journey” and Katie Byron and noted that there were other meditations too. I further explained that Brandon Bays comes here to teach her book and I had participated in a session a year after chemotherapy. Katie Byron gave a lecture in our leading hospital before the breast Cancer unit.

Advising her on the many documentations that we can learn from in order to help us heal and that she can choose whatever speaks to her.

Before I parted, I wrote down this new web site of mine and invited her to be the first person to use it and the first person to know of it.

What can I say? So many sentences that I had written in these blogs and pages came out of me, ever so naturally, as I stood there in front of her.

As if the well of water was right there for those who want to drink from it.

If there is something in this blog that gives you a prod, calls out to you, then, jotting this down in the “Guestbook page“ for others to read, can help.

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What does Healing connect with?

The Healing connection: mind–body–soul

Six months after my last Chemotherapy I was climbing the 197 steps ascending to the top of the Arc D’Triumph in Paris, marching up and down the metro stairs and hiking through the passages of mazes in the London Underground Tube while pulling my wheeled suitcase behind me.

It’s three and a half years, at the time of writing this first draft, since the Department Head of Hematology revealed to me that I was given a considerably aggressive portion of Chemotherapy and now inserts in each half year routine checkup that if all her customers were like me she wouldn’t have any patients.

Our traditional sign off since the day I met my case Doctor in the Hematology unit- “ You do what you know and I do what I know”.

And I did what I know with all my understanding of the healing connection of the mind-body and soul.

My course of therapy was shortened. I went through the corridor from healing to health and took a flight to London and the Euro train to Paris.

The union of conventional medicine and non-conventional processes was my choice.

At my check up, 5 yrs from the last chemotherapy, after the blood tests showed their results, the case Doctor asked me if I had done imagery guidance.

I lifted my face to the ceiling, took in a great breath and rolled my eyes upward and exclaimed “ I did it ALL”

I took on the world of visioning my health, reaching the deep hidden Source of the dis ease and turning my dislodged thoughts into new understandings…CHANGE.

Boosted my energy when it was down with strengthening meditations, nourished my raging appetite with the foods that called to me and worked on my inside glow that reflected radiance on my outside by using self-work.

It is my hope that the tips in this site can offer you information on making your choice, your change and help you vision your health…or your true WANT.