Each one to his own way, our choices are the paths we take, and yet…

The World goes around…

How do you see the order around you and in your world?

It dawned on me one day with a silent, split second thought…

…I have no control on the way of the world, of the universe…I can agree to get onto this flow or fight to control…

A sudden awareness came over me that I can join the flow …only if I Want.

Here’s how this happened…

Standing in the back of the house, peering at the newly sprung blossoms on the emerald green leaves, I was caught in time.

A particular bubble of silence came over me as the words appeared in my visual sight…

…the seasons come around, the world moves around, it has nothing to do with me… the world moves without me…

Intensive weeks of meditation, getting to the Source of my tumor with every processing that I could lay my hands on and now this sudden flash.

Like words written especially for me.

It was June 10 and I had never noticed these magnificent blossoms of vital pink with edges dipped in watercolor red.

This exact moment was like being stuck in a very slow movie frame, just a few seconds and I was looking at this clear picture of experiencing the flow as the exact opposite to control.

This innate feeling, sense of undergoing the understanding that these blossoms will appear on this bush every season.

They’re supposed to bloom because the world goes around…

I have no control of this way of the world, of the order of the universe and I can agree to hop onto this flow or stand rigid fighting to control.

Is this why humans who fight with their disease can only find the struggle, remaining firm to their old beliefs and not letting go as in go with the flow?

Dis ease, as Louise Hays calls it in her book “You can heal your life”, is there for us as an inner wakeup call, an alarm bell blasting out for our attention. Like the ringing of a hidden emotion erupting in our body shell that is demanding a new response.

As if the universe sent out a pair of pincers, tweezers selecting YOU among everyone. Like saying that YOU are worth saving if you want to Change.

What is it that is in our belief, that which has stunted our personal growth now disguised in the shape of a tumor, pain and disease?

What do you believe in to help yourself heal, assisting you with the change you request?

In every meditation I asked for Change, visualized the change taking place right there in my body at the Source of my issues.

Seeing the change inside the kidney that held my tumor and experiencing the visual image of the transformation.

I had asked myself- how does this change appear inside me?

Just as I had seen this happening within my body, when I decided that I Want health, unconditionally, 100%.

So if I can choose my thoughts then why not choose the thoughts that I Want?

If I can see the change inside that precise part of my body then I can decide to flow with the change.

Every spring season, exactly during the second week in June, those magnificent pink red blooms open up, reminding me that they will always bloom when they know the time is right.

The world continues to go around, whether I am there or not, because the flow of the world processing itself is just that – the flow, and not the control.

The change will come on its own, when it’s ready. The seasons will evolve the change without me.

I needn’t do a single thing….just accept Change and flow!

If I can accept change and the flow of the world then I need not control or struggle…I can allow myself to accept Health, Life and welcome my Growth as the world goes around.

The order of the universe will flow just as it has for centuries.

We can choose to get on the cycle of flow, in the universe’s order and accept change within ourselves or choose struggle, holding onto the old, used, “set in our ways” behavior patterns.

The world goes around and we can join the flow, accept and look for Change…only if we Want.